Tuesday, November 4, 2008

So............What is it??

I voted today. It felt great to feel like I made a difference. After I voted I sat outside just to view the beautiful the lord had sent us, lol ........................and my feet were killing me in these heels. I sat and thought about my quality to other people. I have a heart full of Gold that is running over in my soul but whenI finally find the chance to give my love away, no one knows hows how to accept it. I HATE THAT!!!!! I love to listen, I love to give, I love to shed tears of happiness and all sorts of other things so why doesnt anyone know how to accept my pure love just the way it is????? When I get home at night my soul cries................................Because out of all the love it has given out not one ounce of it has come back from anyone..freiend, sister, or brother. So do I stop? Do I keep everything to myself and just keep a smile on my face?????................................No I dont, The lord blessed me with a giving heart and soul to share as I please...........................I just have to deal with the hurt and pain my friends, brothers, and sisters give me without them even knowing they do so. I love them just that much.....................Shrieka Needs Love.